Hey sisters! Let me share this with you… as part of being true to myself, if had a look at one of my previous blog you will understand what I mean.
Since my early age, I have been trying hard to capitalize all
possible seconds and minutes to make things happen, to create something, to
finish my assignments, to achieve my goals, etc. I have been used to open my
diary, check my priorities and appointments, and have a clear picture of how my
day or week looks like. I've been so good in that until recently before we
start the program I mean the journey…
I don’t know how but I found myself “trapped in the closet”
(please don’t think of Michael Jackson song now!), not being able to finish
what I have started or even to start what I had planned. I remember things were
west before the Power Up program. I am not saying that Power Up did not help!
No! I am just saying that I though I’ll become a master mind in agenda
planning... Yes I did plan everything, that is when I started relaxing at a point where it’s
now somehow difficult to do things the way I want them to be done, either
because I don’t write down, or because – at least to a friend’s point of view-
I don’t manage my time properly.
Illustrations are obvious! See how I am rushing to post my 20
blogs… See how I frighted to finalize my my report… Well! If you don’t see,
it is fine; at least, I see and I can guarantee it was not a piece of cake. When rushing to finish i ask myself questions like will
I make it the way I want it to be? I don’t think; maybe, maybe not. You will
judge.
It’s not always about being lazy or lacking internet or interest to do what
is expected from me. It is not always about my health giving me hard times to
concentrate on what I should do. I don’t even think is about me enjoying life
constantly and going out clubbing or simply outing…because I am always busy
working on something, then what was the problem???
I was reading a book written by DR. MUKWEGE, on his work on the
women survivors of rape. When I finished, I decided to open a book I had start
reading YOUR BEST YEAR YET! A book o got from my coach, but I hadn't read
because I had to finish some other books that I had started, from the welcome
note I regretted not having started reading this book 5 months ago, but it’s
never later to start something good.
Don’t just read: please give feedback!!!


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