Limited Opportunity in a Land of Plenty: The Congolese Girl-Child in the Mines | The Open Society Initiative for Southern Africa (OSISA)

Limited Opportunity in a Land of Plenty: The Congolese Girl-Child in the Mines | The Open Society Initiative for Southern Africa (OSISA)

Recognition by Seniors and Peers !!!

When I was younger, my father used to take me with him at different places that were meaningless for the very active girl I was: political party meetings, traditional leaders meetings, sensitization campaigns, clan meetings. There were times I got bored by those gatherings and when I asked why he would always bring me there and not my elder brothers for instance, He used to say “You will understand one day”. I was below 12 years old… though he didn’t live to see the materialization of what he saw in me

Today, all this becomes clear to my mind: daddy wanted me to get ready for a great future, to be a leader one day. He wanted me to see and understand from an early age that it is only hard work that brings recognition. This is something I became conscious of with the POWER-UP modules and sessions.

Indeed, I have been advocating for women’s and girl-children rights for the last 10 years, with more vocal roles since 2008. Before I only did advocated for young women because I didn’t want any girl to be a victim of injustice of any sort, not because or I go through what I went through, not because I thought I had the capacity to do so.

I have attended different meetings, seminars, for a, workshops in Africa, in Europe and in Asia. If in a few situations, my participation was a self-made decision, in most of the cases people who have seen me acting for more protection and promotion of the rights of women and girl-children have been sharing information, encouraging me, pushing me to apply and even sponsoring me because they were convinced that the gains obtained will further nourish my work and help me furbish my weapons in order to obtain better results for the good of the beneficiaries. 

An illustration is from the Embassy of Switzerland in the DRC. They heard about me and instead of calling me for a meeting at their offices, their Gender project coordinator came to me for a courtesy visit that quickly turned into a sponsorship for the Festival (the Embassy insisted that the convention had to be signed between the Embassy and me as Festival Coordinator) and later on, a co-optation to a task force in charge of discussing the core reasons of the continuously degrading status of women in DRC. I did not realize that I was the only representative of the youth out of 25 members of that task force comprising current members of national parliament, former ministers, religious and traditional leaders, as well as key personalities from the DRC civil society movement. Who am I to be so blessed and start networking with senior peoples who are all over 45 years old and accepted by my peers?

I am grateful, i have come to appreciate the gift of life and stopped complaining about what i don't have, my health....

My hard work has offered me that recognition from seniors or peers within the human society, I didn’t trust myself and my work in the past, but my peers and even seniors came to me for advice, for contributions in their work, I would always ask myself why are they asking me?

With the self-awareness I gained through the coaching session I can say, my father like many other people who have trusted me, recommended me, or pushed me to my best  saw the potentials I couldn’t see.  

This is something I wouldn’t have understood easily without my coaching sessions. 

The program is ending, but my journey continues

PRIORITIZING, A CHALLENGE FOR ME !!!

Hey sisters! Let me share this with you… as part of being true to myself, if had a look at one of my previous blog you will understand what I mean.

Since my early age, I have been trying hard to capitalize all possible seconds and minutes to make things happen, to create something, to finish my assignments, to achieve my goals, etc. I have been used to open my diary, check my priorities and appointments, and have a clear picture of how my day or week looks like. I've been so good in that until recently before we start the program I mean the journey…

I don’t know how but I found myself “trapped in the closet” (please don’t think of Michael Jackson song now!), not being able to finish what I have started or even to start what I had planned. I remember things were west before the Power Up program. I am not saying that Power Up did not help! No! I am just saying that I though I’ll become a master mind in agenda planning... Yes I did plan everything, that is when I started relaxing at a point where it’s now somehow difficult to do things the way I want them to be done, either because I don’t write down, or because – at least to a friend’s point of view- I don’t manage my time properly.

Illustrations are obvious! See how I am rushing to post my 20 blogs… See how I  frighted  to finalize my my report… Well! If you don’t see, it is fine; at least, I see and I can guarantee it was not a piece of cake. When rushing to finish i ask myself questions like will I make it the way I want it to be? I don’t think; maybe, maybe not. You will judge.

It’s not always about being lazy or lacking internet or interest to do what is expected from me. It is not always about my health giving me hard times to concentrate on what I should do. I don’t even think is about me enjoying life constantly and going out clubbing or simply outing…because I am always busy working on something, then what was the problem???

I was reading a book written by DR. MUKWEGE, on his work on the women survivors of rape. When I finished, I decided to open a book I had start reading YOUR BEST YEAR YET! A book o got from my coach, but I hadn't read because I had to finish some other books that I had started, from the welcome note I regretted not having started reading this book 5 months ago, but it’s never later to start something good.

Anyway, the point I am trying to make is that I am not lost in my daily, weekly, monthly planning but I discovered that prioritizing was my problem and that the challenge I still have to deal with. Your comments will surely assist…. So, who’s best at this game? I need your help sisters… And if you think I've failed with my duties, please be sure that it’s not for failing to try but simply lacking that small push that will make one seat and organize or reorganize what I've already framed or planned to do in order of priority in my plan…

Don’t just read: please give feedback!!!

Proud to be an African Black Woman !!!

having fun and being a center of curiosity in Kathmandu, Nepal

I have never been so proud of being an African Black Woman (ABW)…

Yes! During my journey I have learned to be proud and celebrate some of my success in life. In many instances, I’ve had the opportunity of being proud of myself, proud of my work, proud of my realizations and achievements, proud of my daughter, proud of some of my friends, simply proud of being who I am! But what I experienced in early August proved to me that being proud of me and my world was not enough: I had to be proud of being an ABW.

I flew to Nepal, in Asia to attend training on CEDAW FOR CHANGE, the course is about how to use in way to bring impact in our advocacy work. The training brought together 30 participants from 16 countries. This was organized by the Women’s Human Rights Institute (WHRI) from 4 to 15 August 2014. I attended this meeting with a colleague from my organization.

Although sessions were from 9 am to 8 pm, we had from time to time a chance to go out and mingle with the Nepalese people and their culture. Some persons were so surprised to see the color of our skin and came to touch us, just to make sure it is not dust or something similar that makes our skins so different. You could read in their eyes that they’ve never met black people or they’ve never touched one. It was so hilarious to be a subject of positive curiosity – positive because they were not mocking us as if we were monkeys like the Western did during slavery times- since some of them have heard about my country (remember, some Nepalese soldiers are in the UN peacekeeping mission in DRC) but have never seen Congolese or ABW. I remember one asking me if I had been burned by the heat of the sun… They were so excited to see us shining in our black skins and not even trying to use those lightening cosmetics!!! They treated us with due respect, telling us how they wish they could one day travel to Africa and meet with so different, interesting and dynamic people.

Besides, during our training, we were asked to mention someone we consider a mentor in our live and justify the choice. Before that day, I have never imagined I could be considered a mentor, a model to someone. Surprisingly, I was mentioned and that me once more proud of being an ABW that sheds light on her African sisters.

This is to say that we should be proud of who we are. No matter the challenges, being an ABW is a privilege and we need to consider ourselves blessed because somewhere, there 

will always be people trying hard to be like us.

Thanks to the Power up journey of self-discovery, that allowed me to perceive this differently  and enjoy the experience. 

My Lessons From the Journey : Being True to Myself

My journey in Power Up coaching program is almost ending, I feel very confident to say, if there is one most greatest thing I have learnt from this journey is the power of self-awareness, I have learned that knowing and understanding myself is very important, if I want to live my life the way I wish and not be victim of circumstances and environment.

Lesson learned on significance of Planning and Prioritizing in life

Since I have been working in the human rights activism, I have always a lot of work to attend to. At the beginning it was quite a challenge to get all things done within a reasonable time frame, because planning was not done correctly, but over the years I learned that planning is very important if one wanted to get things done in an organized manner. Though I had learned how to make lists and check lists, yet I often ask myself why after a week, a month…a year is gone by, when all is done I feel frustrated by all the things I could not complete, why is that all things I should have done are not completed, and the things that I Shouldn’t have are achieved?

In life we devote our time to the things we choose to spend our time on. We make choices all the time in our lives to act in a way or in another, though our choices are not always conscious or visible. For one to decide on whether to watch TV or finish a report, sleep or read a book one have to make a choice because we always have one.

When we don’t plan, we end up responding to the events as they happen daily, weekly, monthly …. So I realize that learning how to manage my time better was the key to free up more time that I could devote to other important task.

I also noticed that every time I did not plan what I wanted to achieve daily, weekly, monthly I experienced or still experiencing frequent changes in my planned agenda.

From morning my phone will start ringing, e-mails coming in, peoples needing my assistance in some a way or another, before I know it I would put in a lot of energy attending to this unplanned but seemingly urgent several demands, at the end of the day I would realize that I haven’t accomplish what I wanted to do for the day.

I have also learned that it wasn't enough just setting goals and planning task that needed to be done, but while doing so prioritizing was equally important as planning for me to achieve my goals on daily, weekly, monthly and even yearly.  This means focusing on accomplishing planed task  in order of their importance, though in our human rights work sometimes it’s difficult to separate the dilemma of having to get both “Urgent” and “Important” things at the same time.

I have also learned that sometimes in order to achieve the planned goals, I need to sacrifice some task that I would have loved to undertake and do the task that has to be done to achieve the planned goals.

One thing I am still wondering about is the difference between my satisfaction and achievement, when a planned goal is attained.

When Silence speaks, louder than a voice

Anny keeping the smile

Life is full of surprises, some are positives while some are challenging, because I have learned in my journey that nothing is negative. Difficult moments are just opportunities to help us take a new direction in life. Sometimes some doors have to be closed to allow new doors to open.