Connecting With my Soul !!!

My greatest strength, joy, peace, and love came from my spirituality and my Christianity. A few years ago I hit a very low stage with depression because of challenges I was facing at work, my health wasn’t stable. It went from stomachache, heartburn to BP, until I got operated.

My situation pushed me away from “GOD”, because I felt like my prayers was not answered, I placed myself in a space where I started questioning what spirituality was, why “God” would allow it for me to go through so much pain.

Then in the midst of my “why me, why this, why that”…suddenly my daughter started reminding me about Jesus and her prayer life, Every time I phoned her we will talk about Jesus and his Divine’s guidance, mainly for her, but before I realized, I was the one getting guidance, inspiration, hope, love, and peace.

It was incredible!

I’ve always believed in Jesus and prayed served in the church, but because of multiple deceptions and challenges of life my communion with my God reduced. Now I believe I was connected to my religion, to my church rather than being connected to “God”, but when pain and adversity came I blamed “God”.

Speaking with my daughter about divinity, and praying to God to guide me without really following a set of rules and regulations of a church or religion to dictate my spirituality or my Christianity has helped me as an individual to experience what I call miracle, transformation and rebuild my communion with God.  I am also experiencing the love and forgiveness of God, because in my reflections I came to a space where I forgave myself.

I believe it is important to find that piece of spirituality anywhere we can. Finding the feeling of love that surrounds us and total forgiveness are the greatest gifts I am given from above! Now, there are no more hopeless nights, no tears of loneliness, or isolation. All I have now is hope, love, and peace deep within my soul, enriching every bit of my daily life. I could not ask for more. I am truly happy and at peace with myself. 

I’ve learned to accept myself as I am, even with the challenges I face every day.

Heavenly love gives me the strength to go on, taking one day at a time.

“It gives me inspiration, peace, and harmony within my heart, to feel that my heart, spirit is connected to my soul!!!”